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i cant believe is over. i dont know what i did wrong. we could have worked things out if he was willing too. it was 'stale and boring'.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [11:31 PM]: hey..this is sarahs friend brittany, n i know we dont know each other but since sarahs my best friend i just wanted to give some potential advice... maybe you two should take a break for a while see how you feel then. sarah is on the fone w/ me by the way... so yea she loves you so much -n- i guess u guys need to see how u feel after like a week. she thinks things have been different n she thinks things have changed between u and her. but she wants you to know that no matter what she will always love you.
Demonic Alchemy [11:32 PM]: Okay.
Demonic Alchemy [11:32 PM]: I thought we should take a break, but I didn't want to break her heart.
Demonic Alchemy [12:10 AM]: I really don't want to continue in a stale relationship that goes no where but meaningless sex.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:12 AM]: So you want to dump her...?
Demonic Alchemy [12:12 AM]: I don't know.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:36 AM]: a week ago at lunch she was scared you were going to dump her. and look what happened. me and kasie sat there telling her how great you were and you two wouldnt break up she was just paranoid. i feel stupid
Demonic Alchemy [12:36 AM]: A week ago, I didn't realize how stale the relationship had become.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:37 AM]: ..
Demonic Alchemy [12:38 AM]: She brought this upon herself.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:38 AM]: ...
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:38 AM]: how?
Demonic Alchemy [12:39 AM]: By trusting me. By trusting a fuck up like me.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:39 AM]: ..
Demonic Alchemy [12:40 AM]: I fucked things up the first time, what made her think I wouldn't do it again?
im bleeding really bad. my ankle is. i cut myself really deep last night (i didnt even mean to) and, it bleed all night (all over my sheets) and, its still bleeding. it bleed through band aids this morning, in 15 mins. its still bleeding. i dont know what to do. it doesnt hurt, its just not suposed to bleed like this.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [11:31 PM]: hey..this is sarahs friend brittany, n i know we dont know each other but since sarahs my best friend i just wanted to give some potential advice... maybe you two should take a break for a while see how you feel then. sarah is on the fone w/ me by the way... so yea she loves you so much -n- i guess u guys need to see how u feel after like a week. she thinks things have been different n she thinks things have changed between u and her. but she wants you to know that no matter what she will always love you.
Demonic Alchemy [11:32 PM]: Okay.
Demonic Alchemy [11:32 PM]: I thought we should take a break, but I didn't want to break her heart.
Demonic Alchemy [12:10 AM]: I really don't want to continue in a stale relationship that goes no where but meaningless sex.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:12 AM]: So you want to dump her...?
Demonic Alchemy [12:12 AM]: I don't know.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:36 AM]: a week ago at lunch she was scared you were going to dump her. and look what happened. me and kasie sat there telling her how great you were and you two wouldnt break up she was just paranoid. i feel stupid
Demonic Alchemy [12:36 AM]: A week ago, I didn't realize how stale the relationship had become.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:37 AM]: ..
Demonic Alchemy [12:38 AM]: She brought this upon herself.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:38 AM]: ...
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:38 AM]: how?
Demonic Alchemy [12:39 AM]: By trusting me. By trusting a fuck up like me.
HuRLeYgrlie71 [12:39 AM]: ..
Demonic Alchemy [12:40 AM]: I fucked things up the first time, what made her think I wouldn't do it again?
im bleeding really bad. my ankle is. i cut myself really deep last night (i didnt even mean to) and, it bleed all night (all over my sheets) and, its still bleeding. it bleed through band aids this morning, in 15 mins. its still bleeding. i dont know what to do. it doesnt hurt, its just not suposed to bleed like this.