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Apr 04, 2003 10:41

i keep hearing "oh hunny, you can do so much better.... he didnt deserve you." blahblah. i dont believe it.


britt was pushing for me and tony to take a break.

M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:28:48 AM): britt, you kept pushing it
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:28:53 AM): you really did
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:28:58 AM): i didnt even like the idea
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:29:03 AM): you should have droped it
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:29:14 AM): w/e, it was 'stale and boring'
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:29:19 AM): it isnt your fault
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:29:25 AM): no i just said what you wanted me to because he said he iddnt understand
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:29:28 AM): damn now i feel bad
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:29:29 AM): you just made it seem like i wanted to fool around with other people
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:29:37 AM): no i told him you didnt
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:29:44 AM): well, thats what you made it seem like
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:29:48 AM): thats what he took it as
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:29:55 AM): im so sorry sarah if i did that i didnt realize it
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:30:00 AM): just, lets forget about
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:30:03 AM): i was just trying ot expalin to him.
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:30:09 AM): he understood
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:30:16 AM): he didnt need explaination
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:30:23 AM): need an*
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:30:27 AM): but, w/e
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:30:31 AM): it wsa bound to happen
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:31:16 AM): he said he didnt..but w/e he made up different reasons i dont htink you to broke up because the subject of taking a break was pushed
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:31:29 AM): i know
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:31:33 AM): it isnt your fault
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:31:38 AM): so, dont blame your self
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:31:45 AM): i cant help it i feel like it is
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:31:47 AM): i knew it was going to happen
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:31:52 AM): thats why i had you call me
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:31:59 AM): so i didnt do sumthing stupid
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:32:07 AM): and, my ankle is still bleeding
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:32:13 AM): i got blood all over my sheets
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:32:17 AM): yea and i ended up doing the stupid thing
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:32:25 AM): and, it bleed through a couple band aids too
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:32:32 AM): aw
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:32:33 AM): what did you do?
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:33:09 AM): thats sucks... i pushed it. i didnt mean to i just thought he didnt understand because.. i guess since i had to copy n paste i got his messages later and answered him later so he thought i did
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:33:37 AM): yeah, its okay
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:33:45 AM): it was 'inevitable'
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:34:11 AM): =) sarah dont worry ok you can do soo much better
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:34:29 AM): i really dont think i can
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:34:41 AM): i dont blame you
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:34:45 AM): for that
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:35:07 AM): but you will find your special guy and youll realize you can do better
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:35:25 AM): like you thought you couldnt do better then vince
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:35:42 AM): yeah
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:36:20 AM): luke...
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:36:31 AM): ?
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:36:38 AM): what about him?
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:37:17 AM): i dunno he just seems like he loves u alot. and that must be alot because you know..hes him.
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:37:35 AM): yeah
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:37:37 AM): thats true
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:37:47 AM): i just cant jump into anything right away
M0n0SyLlAbiCGirl (10:37:49 AM): i need time
HuRLeYgrlie71 (10:37:51 AM): yea

i dont know what im going to do.
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