its over.
Fr0stY2 (7:54:58 PM): hey
Demonic Alchemy (7:55:03 PM): Hey.
Fr0stY2 (7:55:51 PM): do you think we actually love each other? or do you think it is lust?
Demonic Alchemy (7:56:20 PM): I'm not sure how you feel.
Fr0stY2 (7:56:32 PM): well, how do you feel?
Demonic Alchemy (7:56:40 PM): I'm not sure.
Demonic Alchemy (7:56:46 PM): I really don't want to hurt you.
Demonic Alchemy (7:57:05 PM): I've already fucked up enough times..I just know I will again.
Fr0stY2 (7:58:07 PM): i think maybe we should just, break up. i mean, i want everything to stay how it is now. like how we flirt, and hug.
Fr0stY2 (7:58:22 PM): but, i dont know if we actually love each other
Demonic Alchemy (7:58:23 PM): Okay..I guess I can cope with that.
Fr0stY2 (7:58:44 PM): can we be like, friends with benefits? or sumthing?
Demonic Alchemy (7:58:49 PM): Sure.
Fr0stY2 (7:58:57 PM): is this okay with you?
Demonic Alchemy (7:59:04 PM): Yeah.
Demonic Alchemy (7:59:10 PM): No cutting!
Fr0stY2 (7:59:12 PM): tell me what you think about this
Fr0stY2 (7:59:15 PM): okay, i wont
Fr0stY2 (7:59:17 PM): i swear
Demonic Alchemy (7:59:23 PM): I'm not sure.
Fr0stY2 (7:59:30 PM): ::holds up 3 fingers:: "scouts honor"
Fr0stY2 (8:00:40 PM): well, nothing will really change if we are friends with benefits. we just wont be tied down, and we wont have to worry about stuff like lieing about how you want to skate instead of be with me
Fr0stY2 (8:00:52 PM): being*
Demonic Alchemy (8:01:19 PM): I'm sorry.
Fr0stY2 (8:01:30 PM): im not doing this because i just want to fool around with other people
Fr0stY2 (8:01:37 PM): its okay, i understand, i just flipped out
Demonic Alchemy (8:01:39 PM): Okay.
Fr0stY2 (8:01:51 PM): i think this is like the only thing we really can do
Demonic Alchemy (8:01:58 PM): Yeah.
Fr0stY2 (8:02:06 PM): like yesterday was fun
Fr0stY2 (8:02:23 PM): we can still do stuff, and not go out
Demonic Alchemy (8:02:43 PM): Yeah.
Fr0stY2 (8:03:05 PM): are you sure you are okay wit hthis?
Fr0stY2 (8:03:10 PM): with this*
Demonic Alchemy (8:03:13 PM): Yeah.
Fr0stY2 (8:04:11 PM): im like a ho, just call me up when you want sum
Fr0stY2 (8:04:12 PM): lol
Demonic Alchemy (8:04:16 PM): Haha.
Fr0stY2 (8:04:48 PM): hey, its true
Fr0stY2 (8:05:55 PM): and you like my.....umm...male ho?
Fr0stY2 (8:05:58 PM): er...
Fr0stY2 (8:06:01 PM): yeah...
Fr0stY2 (8:06:02 PM): thats it
Fr0stY2 (8:06:03 PM): lol
Demonic Alchemy (8:06:37 PM): Yeah.
Fr0stY2 (8:07:49 PM): are you positive abou this? i really dont wantto force you into sumthing you dont want to do, i just really dont want to lose you. i love you, its just..i dont know.
Demonic Alchemy (8:08:32 PM): It's okay. If we wait..We'll hate each other.
Fr0stY2 (8:09:38 PM): yeah
Fr0stY2 (8:12:54 PM): I still have you, but it feels like I've lost you. I don't no what to do. I've tried my best to keep this relationship alive, but we should have just left it in it's grave, instead of digging it back up and trying to give it life. Our love has died, and I think it did awhile ago. We should just put this to an end. I really dont know what else we could do. I'm sorry.
Fr0stY2 (8:13:04 PM): thats what i was going to say to you
Fr0stY2 (8:13:16 PM): but, i decided to talk about how i didnt want to lose you
Fr0stY2 (8:13:24 PM): i didnt just want to end it
Fr0stY2 (8:13:43 PM): i wanted us to be like how we were yesterday
Fr0stY2 (8:13:57 PM): just, hanging out, and flirting alittle (or alot, w/e)
Demonic Alchemy (8:14:42 PM): Yeah.
so, its over. but, I havent lost him. so, everything is okay.