he's moving

[m0n0syllabicgrl]

Luke has to move. To Ft. Lauderdale. He called me up earlier. He sounded like he was crying. I dont know what I'm going to do. I cant even hug Tony now because of his bitchy girlfriend. This sucks major ass. I have just lost the two guys who ment something to me. I'm such an idiot. What the hell was I thinking when I broke up with Tony? Was I on

Comments

[falsenightmare]

Your "stupidity" was a mere sense of mass confusion. And then you acted like it was nothing.

[m0n0syllabicgrl]

How did I act like it was nothing? But, I was confused.

[falsenightmare]

You just ignored it after you broke up with him. You and him both agreed on what you wanted and acted like it wasn't such a big deal. Now you're jealous of what happened because he has a new girlfriend. It happens all the time, even if you hate the person. Everyone does it. Jealously is a tool that helps you get revenge. Now..You're not going to get revenge on T or Texas, are you?

And as for Luke moving, ignore it. It wouldn't have worked anyway, you're too young.

[m0n0syllabicgrl]

I took Tony for granted. I thought he would always be there. I didnt think I would lose him. I thought maybe me and him would get along better, and our love for each other would grow if we broke up, and saw other people, but still stayed somewhat together. It didnt work out as planned. I fucked it up.