serious fucking problems

[m0rbid42o]

lets see, my fucked up life has fucked up problems and im about tired of them. what to do? fuck if i know. i just can't seem to get along with the only person that matters to me to get along with! and do you know why? my stupid humor. whats it worth to me? it's ME!!!! i never change for anyone. it's so fucking retarded. i tell him to shutup, even

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[itrippednstood]

I don't know what to say. I think I used too, but I don't anymore. I used to be depressed, and hate everything, and everyone, but now I couldn't be happier. I've tried to tell people what it takes, but noone really listens, and I don't think you'd be the same, but, frankly, it could be worse. I'm sure a teen babe in america whining about how everyone hates her and how her life's so bad because her parents hate her, even though they continue to support her and show half-assed mariots of love..is important to you, and all..but ..I guess what I'm trying to say is perspective helps, try looking at the big picture, least you have food, and a place to stay. There are people in ethiopia who can't even spell food. Maybe I'm underestimating you, but...I've tried being an ass, and blunt, and telling people to "Shut the fuck up" because their problems don't matter, but maybe actually showing some sincerity will help this time around. People don't seem to get how good they really have it..

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[m0rbid42o]

thanks much for commenting. i was just really venting. i just got a 64 thunderbird from my dad and it's not really worth the money he's putting into it at the moment, but ... i guess eventually it will be and i'm very thankful for that. thanks for not being an asshole to me, that usually does help. but im not really thinking my life is shitty because my parents hate me or blah blah like most teenaged kids. sometimes i just get pissed because of really retarded things and have to vent about them. and this is usually the only way i can. but thanks for putting in ur 2 cents <333333

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[itrippednstood]

FUCK. Is it just me or am I turning into some sort of richard simmons? That's depressing. Anyway, it's cool you're not about to go slit your wrists or any of that dumb bullshit, my girlfriend tried to commit suicide and I haven't talked to her since, I just can't stand that kind of drain. And uh, yeah. Just..I don't know. I have trouble explaining this shit to people I don't neccessarily know/trust, or whatever, but, just try to appreciate the small things. The world really does kick ass.

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[itrippednstood]

No really, it /does/ kick ass. And, still, a little word wrap wouldn't kill you, babe.

[kahoiam]

...sorry about your problems

just wanted to tell you, if you are interested, that you can also get stuff from (nothing to lose) at www.garageband.com

oh yes and i hope you dont mind that i added you to my friends page becuase i changed my journal to friends only and wasnt sure if you wanted to comment back or something :-)

[m0rbid42o]

i'm pretty good :D

hey thanks for the tip :D i'll have to get on there and look around :D

btw, sure i'll read and such every now and then. 1 question tho, do u happen to have an extra lj code? i'm so tired of this journal. lol <333 thanks for everything!

[kahoiam]

i think i could probably get a code for you :-)

it might take a few days though, can i have your email so i can send it to you when i get it?

[m0rbid42o]

my email is elle2005@hotmail.com

well.....

[anonymous]

I'm sorry that I seem to stress you so bad about numerous things... i never mean to and all i really want is for you to be able to live your life happy and uninhibited....just let me know what I can do to make that happen. I can try to change the way i take things that you say and believe me when i say i AM trying. I would change anything about myself to make you happy....even moving 200 miles away from home....to a new home with you:) I love you.. I hope you have a good day!
David

[kahoiam]

OKAY!

i created a new journal for you..check your email :-)

[m0rbid42o]

thank you so much! i got it. I love you!!! lol.. thank you sooooo much<3 i owe u one XD

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[kahoiam]

no problamo, um disregard the comment i just made on your latest entry, i didnt see this one. ok? ok!