I'm on the phone with Tim right now. I talked to Sean and I talked to Brian and I'm hoping to talk to Caerii too. If I get to talk to her, she'll be the one calling me though. I hope she gets to. {crosses fingers} Sean was really cool to talk to on the phone. Although I was really hyper when I talked to him. I was bouncing an being a smart ass. ( Read more... )

Well, today was ok. We didn't have to run the mile in my dance class cuz everyone at school had a track meet. weee! no mile for me! LoL. Anyway, so we just did our warm ups then I played ping pong the rest of the time. It was cool. I've never played ping pong before. Heheeh! Yeah, so anyway. LoL. Then second hour we read a play. I was the studly ( Read more... )

"as long as you're smiling, nothing can go wrong in the world. to see true beauty set free, is to settle all wrong been done. when you laugh, all of the most beautiful choirs go silent to the sound of your music. and when you move, everyone stops to watch. you're an angel ( Read more... )

You can't look at his smile and NOT melt. His smile is simply hypnotizing. I know I could never look away from it. When you se him smile, you can't help but smile bigger yourself. His smile is completely gorgeous. Flawless even to a microscope. He has one of those smiles that could stop traffic in downtown NYC ( Read more... )

Sometimes my thoughts all tangle together. The one thing that can stop all my thoughts and clear my mind... is Tim. If I start thinking about him - nothing else matters anymore. His name just jumps around in my head. Everything is blissful when I have him. When I'm with him, talking to him, or thinking about him. I never thought I could ever love ( Read more... )

God he's so perfect. I know I could never live without him now. Everything about him amazes me and I'm always in complete bliss when I think about him. Its like a dream. One that I know I've got to take ahold of. I never thought I could love like this. It was never possible before now. But with someone this perfect, flawless to my eyes, how could I ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I think I love him more than he loves me"

Well, you can't say I didn't try. But you can say I failed miserably! LoL. I had 5 pages of algebra to do and I can't. I don't know how to. I sat and did 6 different ways on one problem and still never got the right answer. So, at least I tried. LoL. Damn it. I can't wait til school is over. 23 more days tomorrow. I have to stick it out. I just ( Read more... )

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I feel like I should cry about this. But forget it. I have better. And why would it matter anyway. If we're both happy. I mean, its not meant to be obviously. I just hope things work out for him. I liked it while it lasted. But although short, it was very sweet. I just can't help but feel cheated. Hmm.. I'll get over it I suppose. It wasn't even ( Read more... )