current thought: I wish I wasn't so lonely right now ( Read more... )

So my mom called me last night. I was in the middle of talking to Sean an I looked over an the phone was lighting up. {it lights up when it rings but the ringer wasn't on}So I picked it up an mom goes- "Denielle.. baby girl, its ur mom" An I said yeah I know. So she was talkin about being in a band an singin at bars an stuff. I think shes on ( Read more... )

This is all really confusing. Cool people pop up all the time and there's nothing I can do to keep my feelings inside. I hate not telling people how I feel but I sometimes try really hard to not say things. I mean, wut am I supposed to do when I find someone completely cool and perfect as far as I can see, but they live almost a thousand miles away ( Read more... )

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The girl saw the world through different eyes. She can't stand the darkness of her heart. Her Soft skin turned to stone, and her broken heart turned cold. Delicate screams filled her silent ears ( Read more... )

I guess sleeping for 2 hours Sunday night didn't help my fucked up immune system any. An the alchy didn't either. I'm so sick an sore its not even funny. An to top it off, I'M STILL LONELY! I hate being lonely like this. It sucks really bad. I mean, My December is playing an it is soooooo the song of my feeling right now. Here for the past week or ( Read more... )

Abandon and Broken ( Read more... )

Do you ever have troubles sleeping at night cuz you miss the feeling of being held? Do you ever roll over an open your eyes expecting someone, but being disappointed? Does your day ever go completely wrong until you talk to the person who makes you happiest ( Read more... )

I just stole my ex-boyfriend's FaceTheJury name. Its shutup. So if u care to look.LoL. But um.. my pics are still pending. He's a premium, so I took it. Otherwise, I would have left it alone. Besides, he doesn't even ever get on it. So wee! LoL.. ok ( Read more... )

So much to say so little time for me to explain the way I feel ( Read more... )