I'll drive to reach the landscape of where you begin.
To Scully...well, Scully in the future anyway...
I wonder where you are tonight. If you ever think of me, or if you've put it all far far out of your mind.
I can't help but think of you, of course. You're with me now. Of course, you're not you...not yet. But I'm going to do what I can to keep you safe, to give you that future.
Even if that future takes my own away.
The you I'm guarding now. She doesn't remember. I guess she can't. It hasn't happened yet. And how could I tell her? She wouldn't understand. She'd want to, of course- if nothing else to find a logical reason, a way to prove me wrong, somehow.
What would I tell her? What wouldn't drive her away, undo all we did?
To categorize our relationship, well that wouldn't be fair. We fought, we fought long and hard. Almost every night to be exact. I made selfish decisions, I was arrogant and egotistical.
Now, ask me, what is it that we have?
Love isn't created over a period of time, love is created over a connection. I love you, and I'm looking forward to everything we have in store for us as an us, and I won't give up on you, if you don't give up on me just yet.
I want to believe in it all I can-music and art,fate and love.And I want to believe that I've made the right choices and that I'm on the right path and there's still time to fix some mistakes I've made. And I guess I want hope.
And I want you.
I wanted to see you because I needed to know if you could forgive me. I wanted to see if I still stood a chance to be great in your eyes and what you did-you forgave me. That was the moment that everything changed for me. That was the moment I fell in love with you. The one who could see past all the mistakes I made. I guess sometimes I screw up because I want to feel that again. I suppose that sounds pretty broken, huh?
Just take that into consideration.That's all I'm asking. It doesn't matter where you're coming from, I'm yours. I think I'll just stick to you like glue.
Sticky sticky glue.
Goodnight, Scully, wherever you are.