An exchange between mother and son.
My poor sweet mother...
[12:16] xlias is sadx: ...
[12:16] *** Auto-response from absenceofthysoul:
The alarm clock's going off, but you're not waking up, this isn't happening...
It is.
[12:16] absenceofthysoul: Mother...
[12:16] xlias is sadx: ....
[12:17] absenceofthysoul: what is it that you want mother....
[12:17] xlias is sadx: Faytnoa....
[12:17] xlias is sadx: I don't know what to do...
[12:17] absenceofthysoul: No, I suppose you don't, do you?
[12:18] absenceofthysoul: Well, that's life isn't it? Hahaha...
[12:18] xlias is sadx: *sniffles*
[12:18] xlias is sadx: Faytnoa...
[12:18] xlias is sadx: Why...?
[12:18] xlias is sadx: What did I do wrong?
[12:18] absenceofthysoul: Ah, still blaming yourself for how I turned out, eh?
[12:19] absenceofthysoul: Typical.
[12:19] xlias is sadx: *hangs his head*
[12:19] absenceofthysoul: You are such a pushover, mother!
[12:19] absenceofthysoul: Why don't you stand up for yourself?
[12:20] xlias is sadx: .....
[12:20] xlias is sadx: I-it was....
[12:20] xlias is sadx: I could never...
[12:21] absenceofthysoul: *strokes his face, softly* What is it, dear mother?
[12:21] xlias is sadx: *doesn't move away* .....
[12:21] absenceofthysoul: Despite the fact you never stand up for yourself, I must say....you are very stubborn.
[12:22] xlias is sadx: ....
[12:23] absenceofthysoul: What's wrong? Are you trying to erase every bit of individuality that is a part of you!?
[12:23] xlias is sadx: .... ...
[12:23] absenceofthysoul: ....Mother......
[12:23] xlias is sadx: *continues to stare at the floor*
[12:25] absenceofthysoul: You must hate Luther, hm? For bringing you back when you could've just stayed dead. It's easier that way, isn't it?
[12:25] xlias is sadx: ...
[12:27] absenceofthysoul: And Azazer as well, he cares for you a great bit, if he wasn't around, you could just stay in a stupor all the time, with out worrying about being bothered.
[12:28] absenceofthysoul: But when you go against his wishes, you feel as though you've betrayed him, am I right? And you could't live with that...
[12:28] absenceofthysoul: ...So weak, mother.
[12:29] xlias is sadx: *closes his eyes and covers his ears*
[12:29] absenceofthysoul: ....
[12:29] absenceofthysoul: Say something mother!
[12:29] absenceofthysoul: Fight back! Do something!
[12:30] xlias is sadx: *shakes his head*....N-no....
[12:30] absenceofthysoul: Stupid...
[12:30] absenceofthysoul: You're so stupid mother..
[12:31] absenceofthysoul: *pushes him against a wall, roughly* Do something! Say something!
[12:32] xlias is sadx: *tries to wrench away* N-no! I won't!
[12:33] absenceofthysoul: *shakes him, hitting his head roughly against the wall a few times for good measure* Fool! Idiot!!
[12:35] xlias is sadx: *struggles to get free, but only sucseeds in injuring himself further* S-stop...stop it!
[12:36] absenceofthysoul: *shakes him harder* FATHER NEVER LOVED YOU! AZAZER ONLY PITIES YOU! *shakes him some more*
[12:37] xlias is sadx: N..No! No! It isn't true! It isn't true!
[12:38] absenceofthysoul: OH BUT IT IS, *Tightens his grip on Lias's shoulders* YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE!
[12:39] xlias is sadx: NO. STOPIT! IT'S NOT TRUE!
[12:40] absenceofthysoul: *digs his nails into his shoulders, breaking the fabric there* NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU! NO ONE BUT ME! ME!
[12:43] xlias is sadx: *Winces, and gasps* N-NO, YOU'RE LYING!
[12:43] xlias is sadx: *starts crying* YOU ALWAYS LIE!
[12:45] xlias is sadx: YOU'RE ALWAYS LYING! *Frees one hand from where it's pinned and hits Faytnoa across the face, drawing blood*
[12:46] xlias is sadx: *sags down, defeated and exahausted, tears streaking his face* Y-you...you never told the truth....
[12:48] absenceofthysoul: *wipes at the blood trickling down his face, and then licks it off his fingers* I always knew you had it in you, mother, to be just like me...
[12:50] xlias is sadx: *shakes his head dejectedly* I-I want to be...a good person....a person p-people care about...
[12:50] absenceofthysoul: My dear, sweet , mother....
[12:50] absenceofthysoul: ...I love you.
[12:51] absenceofthysoul: *lets go of his shoulders*
[12:51] xlias is sadx: *falls forward*
[12:52] absenceofthysoul: *catches him and wraps his arms around him* I'll always be here, mother...
[12:53] xlias is sadx: *clenches the fabric of Faytnoa's shirt and sobs into his chest*
[12:53] xlias is sadx: B-but....but you always lie.....
[12:54] absenceofthysoul: It's the only way to live, mother, you should know that by now. People will never love you for who or what you are....
[12:55] absenceofthysoul: So you have to lie to them.
[12:56] absenceofthysoul: It will take you places you could never go with honesty....and it will keep you safe.
[12:57] absenceofthysoul: *tightens his embrace*
[12:57] xlias is sadx: *shudders but presses closer to his son, still weeping*
[12:59] absenceofthysoul: Shhh...shh...*kisses Lias on the head* Everything will be alright....
[12:59] absenceofthysoul: ...I won't let them hurt you.
[13:01] absenceofthysoul: *lifts Lias' head and kisses him on the lips*
[13:01] absenceofthysoul: I love you, mother dear.
[OOC: ...STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! I WAS BORED.]
[12:16] xlias is sadx: ...
[12:16] *** Auto-response from absenceofthysoul:
The alarm clock's going off, but you're not waking up, this isn't happening...
It is.
[12:16] absenceofthysoul: Mother...
[12:16] xlias is sadx: ....
[12:17] absenceofthysoul: what is it that you want mother....
[12:17] xlias is sadx: Faytnoa....
[12:17] xlias is sadx: I don't know what to do...
[12:17] absenceofthysoul: No, I suppose you don't, do you?
[12:18] absenceofthysoul: Well, that's life isn't it? Hahaha...
[12:18] xlias is sadx: *sniffles*
[12:18] xlias is sadx: Faytnoa...
[12:18] xlias is sadx: Why...?
[12:18] xlias is sadx: What did I do wrong?
[12:18] absenceofthysoul: Ah, still blaming yourself for how I turned out, eh?
[12:19] absenceofthysoul: Typical.
[12:19] xlias is sadx: *hangs his head*
[12:19] absenceofthysoul: You are such a pushover, mother!
[12:19] absenceofthysoul: Why don't you stand up for yourself?
[12:20] xlias is sadx: .....
[12:20] xlias is sadx: I-it was....
[12:20] xlias is sadx: I could never...
[12:21] absenceofthysoul: *strokes his face, softly* What is it, dear mother?
[12:21] xlias is sadx: *doesn't move away* .....
[12:21] absenceofthysoul: Despite the fact you never stand up for yourself, I must say....you are very stubborn.
[12:22] xlias is sadx: ....
[12:23] absenceofthysoul: What's wrong? Are you trying to erase every bit of individuality that is a part of you!?
[12:23] xlias is sadx: .... ...
[12:23] absenceofthysoul: ....Mother......
[12:23] xlias is sadx: *continues to stare at the floor*
[12:25] absenceofthysoul: You must hate Luther, hm? For bringing you back when you could've just stayed dead. It's easier that way, isn't it?
[12:25] xlias is sadx: ...
[12:27] absenceofthysoul: And Azazer as well, he cares for you a great bit, if he wasn't around, you could just stay in a stupor all the time, with out worrying about being bothered.
[12:28] absenceofthysoul: But when you go against his wishes, you feel as though you've betrayed him, am I right? And you could't live with that...
[12:28] absenceofthysoul: ...So weak, mother.
[12:29] xlias is sadx: *closes his eyes and covers his ears*
[12:29] absenceofthysoul: ....
[12:29] absenceofthysoul: Say something mother!
[12:29] absenceofthysoul: Fight back! Do something!
[12:30] xlias is sadx: *shakes his head*....N-no....
[12:30] absenceofthysoul: Stupid...
[12:30] absenceofthysoul: You're so stupid mother..
[12:31] absenceofthysoul: *pushes him against a wall, roughly* Do something! Say something!
[12:32] xlias is sadx: *tries to wrench away* N-no! I won't!
[12:33] absenceofthysoul: *shakes him, hitting his head roughly against the wall a few times for good measure* Fool! Idiot!!
[12:35] xlias is sadx: *struggles to get free, but only sucseeds in injuring himself further* S-stop...stop it!
[12:36] absenceofthysoul: *shakes him harder* FATHER NEVER LOVED YOU! AZAZER ONLY PITIES YOU! *shakes him some more*
[12:37] xlias is sadx: N..No! No! It isn't true! It isn't true!
[12:38] absenceofthysoul: OH BUT IT IS, *Tightens his grip on Lias's shoulders* YOU KNOW IT'S TRUE!
[12:39] xlias is sadx: NO. STOPIT! IT'S NOT TRUE!
[12:40] absenceofthysoul: *digs his nails into his shoulders, breaking the fabric there* NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU! NO ONE BUT ME! ME!
[12:43] xlias is sadx: *Winces, and gasps* N-NO, YOU'RE LYING!
[12:43] xlias is sadx: *starts crying* YOU ALWAYS LIE!
[12:45] xlias is sadx: YOU'RE ALWAYS LYING! *Frees one hand from where it's pinned and hits Faytnoa across the face, drawing blood*
[12:46] xlias is sadx: *sags down, defeated and exahausted, tears streaking his face* Y-you...you never told the truth....
[12:48] absenceofthysoul: *wipes at the blood trickling down his face, and then licks it off his fingers* I always knew you had it in you, mother, to be just like me...
[12:50] xlias is sadx: *shakes his head dejectedly* I-I want to be...a good person....a person p-people care about...
[12:50] absenceofthysoul: My dear, sweet , mother....
[12:50] absenceofthysoul: ...I love you.
[12:51] absenceofthysoul: *lets go of his shoulders*
[12:51] xlias is sadx: *falls forward*
[12:52] absenceofthysoul: *catches him and wraps his arms around him* I'll always be here, mother...
[12:53] xlias is sadx: *clenches the fabric of Faytnoa's shirt and sobs into his chest*
[12:53] xlias is sadx: B-but....but you always lie.....
[12:54] absenceofthysoul: It's the only way to live, mother, you should know that by now. People will never love you for who or what you are....
[12:55] absenceofthysoul: So you have to lie to them.
[12:56] absenceofthysoul: It will take you places you could never go with honesty....and it will keep you safe.
[12:57] absenceofthysoul: *tightens his embrace*
[12:57] xlias is sadx: *shudders but presses closer to his son, still weeping*
[12:59] absenceofthysoul: Shhh...shh...*kisses Lias on the head* Everything will be alright....
[12:59] absenceofthysoul: ...I won't let them hurt you.
[13:01] absenceofthysoul: *lifts Lias' head and kisses him on the lips*
[13:01] absenceofthysoul: I love you, mother dear.
[OOC: ...STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! I WAS BORED.]