Oct 29th of 2005
friday::
work!! went to a party with henry g, THANKS for takin care of my stupid ass. sorry to my co worker jon for ditchin his party =(
sat::
couldnt get out of bed till fucken 4pm!!! damn hang over.. mutha @@###%^^&*%%!!!! partied at century.
sunday::
thank god i work at nite.
so lately i haven't been myself. i do put up a front when i see everybody... sad to admit.... i've lost hope in alot of things. =( that's what got to me in these past few weeks... hope is gone. i use to be so opimistic bout problems in my life cuz i know at the end, it will all work out. but then i realized, life isn't all rainbows and butterflies, and by realizin that little true, my mind frame switched. to be honest with everybody and myself, not havin 'him' in my life makes matter 10 times harder to deal with, losin him made me lose hope in so many things. =shrugs= who am i to complain? i got great people in my life...
party time is over. good night.
-M-