as for now, my heart knows no meaning of being heart broken, it's just not fixed yet. i'm not hopeful yet not hopeless... i'm stuck in the middle.

-M-

things r lookin up, in a weird twisted way.
i have the most cheerful group of friends lolxx
always there for me, thanks my lovelies!

Sometimes
What may be the best thing
For you to do
Sometimes thats the hardest thing
For you to do
And that, that's real you know 'cause
I know I love you
I know how I feel about you
But I also know that don'tMake ( Read more... )

today was a better day... =]

I HEART THE TABLE CREW

( silly you )

just think about it, how would it be when two people who sworn that they love each other with all their hearts, one day.... just decided to become friends and went their seperate ways?

i would cry and my heart would hurt just listening to a story like that...

i did and it does.
i experienced it.

-M-

i miss my boo boo.
and i miss Ant. =T
the 2 people that can only make me smile and they aren't even here.

i want to just give up. its breaking my heart....

yesterday......

( emery<3 )

i miss him every second of my life.....

tomorrow is all bout EMERY<3. cannot wait... can't!

-M-

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....
school starts tomorrow, here it comes again. =P early mornings and late nights.

o yea, gotta thank my homey for a good time yesterday. =] got me smiling like craaazy.

and i love my girls. i love em as much as i loves cookies. lolxx... even more! =] but forreals, thanks for seriously holding it down for me these past few weeks, its been tough ( Read more... )

don't think i forgot what date it was today.
i think of you every fucken second of my life.

i knew from the start that i wanted to spend my life with you.
and i still do....
maybe we'll be together again one day.

4.20
-PICKLES-

just for today.

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying insideFriends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly ( Read more... )