I wouldn't hold on.

[m_allison]

Body chemistry changes when you have a baby. The cellulite stretch marks I have are unattractive, and I've become more self conscious around people. I could still dress like I'm nineteen, but a humility takes ahold of you when you're a mother. It has to do with changing a diaper. When you're changing a diaper, you're not an actress, a rock star, a

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[kurt_dahle]

Ah, people are definitely assholes around here 99% of the time. Let's see. You could add coco_culbertson, another single mother. I'm too lazy to name more people now, but maybe later. Oh wait, kate__winslet is really awesome. I hope I got her username right.

You can do better than Peter, secret lover, and I think you will.

[m_allison]

I'll add them right now.

Peter was a rock star in his own mind. He's on his way to making it big, and I have faith that he will, and it's bittersweet that I won't be by his side and he won't be next to me, but hey.

[kurt_dahle]

With only a slight delay!

Should I trip him? I'll do it, I really will!

[j_rhysmeyers]

It depends on why you've listed certain people as friends. Do you want to know them or are you perhaps looking to witness the inevitable train wreck? I have a little of both on mine, but I do try to know everyone I list. It's not exactly easy, but there are surprises. Good ones, too.

You may even find those who can actually spell. I promise I'm one of them.

[m_allison]

I have this thought in mind that I do not want to be disappointed by anyone I list as a friend, and part of that is me being laid back and tied up to make the first effort, but the only way to get to know people around this place or anywhere, for that matter, is saying hello and asking who they are. You'll never know if it's worth it or not until you try, and when you try, it's a good use of time.

That moves you up on my list of people to get to know when I get around to getting to know.

[ledoyenvirginie]

I got chills reading your entry. I feel like I've been through all of that before.

[m_allison]

Kristin told me to add you, and I need to get to know you better. Sharing experiences is a good way to learn from them.

[marc_blucas]

I just wanted to say that I've loved a lot of your recent entries. I'm never really sure what to comment, since, obviously, I've not been through these things but it's just a very nice change to read what you're writing vs. what others are.

[m_allison]

Haha, thank you. :-[ I need to post more often. My life is just normal and ordinary, whereas some people have exciting and shocking things going on.

[alexisbledel]

Your ps makes me want to toss people over the bridge.

[m_allison]

Run them over with a car and them toss them over the bridge in the future.