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[m_and_l_4_ever]

well im sitting here talking to matt. Stephen is on his way to see me. the 15th was mine and stephens 4 month ann. god i dont know what my feelings are.I love stephen...god i love stephen...he is my life...i would not give him up for the world. but then i love matt. not like that but i dont know. i love him but then again i hate him...he hurt me so

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[solarekril]

you really dont know what privacy is do you? well you know what, fuck you, you goddamn fucking whore, dont speak to me again, ever

fuck you

[m_and_l_4_ever]

you know what matt...fuck you...this is an online journal...its to write what you feel.its not like anyone reads this. i do it to write my feelings when i want to. an no im not a god damn fucking whore. atleast i dont fucking rape someone i "love". ive helped you out more then you fucking know. you are a worthless piece of shit. youll never amount to anything in your life. you are right you hurt anyone that you come into contact with. at lease im making something of myeslf unlike someone. fuck you, you worthless peice of shit

Re: fuck you

[solarekril]

it took you this long to realize what kind of person i am? i told you all that shit the day you met me

you let 3 guys fuck you in one night... seems kinda like a whore to me...

as for making something of yerself... yer fucking trailer trash, and you always will be...

believe it or not i havnt just been sitting on my ass here, im in a GED class and and getting into a welding apprentice class

you wanna hate me, go for it, i could care less what you think, just leave me the fuck alone and dont start spreading shit about me like i know youve been doing

Re: fuck you

[m_and_l_4_ever]

yeah it took me that long because i thought i loved you

as for that shit yeah i admitt that i was bad into some shit at least i admitt it and dont try and hide it.

as me being trailer trash you know what matt fuck you...the only reason i live in a god damn trailer is because we lived here with my grandmother and my parents cant fucking work. sorry i dont get to live in a big house and get what ever the fuck i want when ever the fuck i want. you dont know what its like not having fucking money. at least i have somone that caes for me and helps me when i need it

and as for spreading shit about you. the only things that i say about you are the truth. what youve done what kinda person you are. what youve said. all the truth no lies.

Re: fuck you

[solarekril]

i dont know what its like to not have money? bull fucking, ive lived on the fucking street many times before, so dont give me that shit

if you hate me so fucking much then why do you still talk about me and shit to other people?

and just to let you know, i never fully loved you, i loved the baby inside of you... which you were prolly lying about anyway...

ive had like 3 people tell me youve never even been pregnant before, but o well, thats in the past and it doesnt matter

why dont you just leave me alone and stay out of my life? dont speak to me, or about me to anyone and just go fuck off and live happily with stephen or whatever and all this shit wouldnt of even started, if you would just keep yer goddamn mouth shut, theyre wouldnt be a problem...