everything has fallen to hell,and fallen to far to pick back up

[m_i_n_i]

i have come to the conclusion that life sucks. well let me start off to with the worst part of life, jessica thinks i am falling out of love with her,and thinks i dont care very mucha t all,and that i have to time for her anymore (hello u cant do stuff when you are grounded,i feel like things are falling apart kinda, i havent had a real convo with

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[_iheartu0919_]

alex..do you not want to be with me anymore? your making it sound like me and you are like falling apart and are going to be over soon. we just havnt talked in a couple days. i love you alex. i promise on everything we have and have ever had that i dont like any other guys. i just love you. i dont know what i would do without you. your scaring me with saying all this stuff. i never said i think your falling out of love with me. and i never said that i dont think you care at all. i just said that for the past few days that it seems like you always have something else you have to do than talk to me. and remember we already talked about this. im just being selfish, and when i am ungrounded (which will be really soon because i am trying soooo hard) it will go back to normal like it always does. i was thinkin about being married all day today. i love you alex. i hope you still love me..

<3

[m_i_n_i]

i really hope so jessica,and i do wanna be with u more than anything!