to fall like a parachute

[m_intcookie]

I feel like I'm falling back to how I was before. Lonely, afraid of those judging eyes, afraid of how my actions would affect how people around me reacted, hiding my true self. This sudden upset, anxious and pathetic feeling is piercing through me and I really hope it only lasts for tonight.

If I were mad, or were in an asylum, I wouldn't have to

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[cognitionsof]

If you believe in yourself, you wouldn't have to think about how people would look at you for what you do too. You could do whatever you wanted, say what you wanted to, because you believe in yourself, and what you do.

[m_intcookie]

Think of it deeper. We can't really do exactly what we want because of how other people have feelings and will react to us. Like. I can't just slap you anytime right. hahahha

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[ironowls]

Veronika much