everyone has different sides to themselves. i know that i can be a different person depending on how im feeling that day. if i feel shitty, i act that way and if i'm feeling happy or normal, i'm happy. don't be sad about who you are or finding yourself. one day you will and no matter what, i know that your family and obviously your friends ALL love you. you are beautiful and you were when you were a baby too. trust me i know. well toddler-hood anyway. hehe but keep your chin up. everyone has their thing. for you, it's being home. for me, its sleeping alone. i hate it. and dont worry about being perfect for your friends. your friends all think your perfect as it is. you can't change the way you were raised but you can find yourself and find out who you are. and so far, you're in the exact place you should be. you're aloud to be sad sometimes. don't feel guilty about it ever. im just replying because when i read what's going on in your life i think if i had it my way you wouldn't be sad.
we will love you regardless of whether or not you let us see your flaws. your good will ALWAYS outshine the bad. you are truly adorable., and very beautiful. my dad never told me i was pretty, it was always "you could do better", or "you know erin, you look kinda decent when you where makeup". no positive reinforcement, so that is why i have you guys. no one is perfect all the time. trying to be perfect half the time forces the bad out the rest of the time. don't worry about being perfect, worry about being happy. and we will love you regardless. i know i will. how could i not?
your family loves you. dont deny it. they do.. they just dont know how to show it.
try to refrain from being the rebel. from hurting them and maybe.. just maybe they will start recognizing the real you.
the you that im positive is the happy amazing wonderful free liberal beautiful kind hearted spirited maddie that i know and love more than anyone.
you are the definition of LIGHT. and SPIRIT.
i just want you to know that i think about you all the time. when i have the choice to do something really nice or to go about with my business... its like i think to myself MADDIE WOULD DO THIS and i do the nice thing.
i love you.
and let down your walls.. show your family the real you.
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but keep your chin up. everyone has their thing. for you, it's being home. for me, its sleeping alone. i hate it. and dont worry about being perfect for your friends. your friends all think your perfect as it is. you can't change the way you were raised but you can find yourself and find out who you are. and so far, you're in the exact place you should be. you're aloud to be sad sometimes. don't feel guilty about it ever. im just replying because when i read what's going on in your life i think if i had it my way you wouldn't be sad.
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your family loves you. dont deny it. they do.. they just dont know how to show it.
try to refrain from being the rebel. from hurting them and maybe.. just maybe they will start recognizing the real you.
the you that im positive is the happy amazing wonderful free liberal beautiful kind hearted spirited maddie that i know and love more than anyone.
you are the definition of LIGHT. and SPIRIT.
i just want you to know that i think about you all the time. when i have the choice to do something really nice or to go about with my business... its like i think to myself MADDIE WOULD DO THIS and i do the nice thing.
i love you.
and let down your walls.. show your family the real you.
and they will fall even more in love with you.
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