It's early. Too early, but low lying anxiety eats away at my desire to sleep, and I don't have his warm body to curl around to ease some of that away, to make the things that make me toss and turn in the night dull to a low roar ( Read more... )

He called me tonight, while I was making dinner. Timed it so that he was eating when I did. We talked about the things we'd done, a couple of scripts we'd read. Major League baseball, which was pretty much him indulging me. I kept the phone tucked between my ear and my shoulder as I cleaned up. We didn't even talk much, just sort of shared ( Read more... )

I'm preoccupied lately. Meetings with people I don't particularly like over things I abhor, topics that I think are best left untouched because there are places I just don't want to go here ( Read more... )

Pleasure's as much an instinct as any of them, I think. Maybe it's not ultimately necessary to live, but then again maybe that depends on what your definition of necessary is ( Read more... )

I honestly didn't expect anything of the day, of the weekend, but a little bit of trouble, drinks on the film festival, a boys weekend ( Read more... )

I promised Ava a mini-vacation..  Part of her birthday present, perhaps.  She was just excited to be traveling on a plane with her brother and her daddy.  Simple pleasures ( Read more... )

I can't sleep ( Read more... )

Science tells us that for every action, there's an equal and opposite reaction.  Personally, I've always wondered about the opposite part.  Reaction, I get. As an actor, reaction is what I work for.  I have a hard time accepting that reactions can be so tightly controlled however.  I suppose nothing should surprise me anymore.  Despite what you ( Read more... )

Oddly enough, I find myself at a loss for things to say. It's a strange sensation, but I guess there's so much unsaid right now that the things that can be said feel silly. Or small ( Read more... )

I don't know where it started or where it stopped or at one point the stumbles became falls but I am where I am and I don't believe in regrets. You always knew that. I've always been clear ( Read more... )