i don't think that im very happy. i was really happy for a while, but a few insignificant events have made me slightly depressed and very lonely. i mean im certainly not depressed like i used to be, but im just not happy...i guess im just kind of coasting on bye. i dont think that i care enough about myself. i dont do things that i need to do ( Read more... )

so yeah, my father (aka paul) has finally decided to show up, which if i was a good daughter, would be a good thing ( Read more... )

i have a new obsession and his name is peter sarsgaard


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for the first time in months i just want to breakdown and cry. but tears wont come and that makes me want to cry even more.

ok so i thought id post some recent photos...eyah, you know that you want to sneek a peek:

( photosphotosphotos )

there's nothing to say that hasnt already been said. today is a very sad day for the entire world.

oh man....my fucking diet starts now ( Read more... )

i feel like i dont have any friends right now and it's depressing the shit out of me.

i hate it when john kerry tries to act all preachy and biblical. its so bush of him. he just needs to stop doing stat and then he'll be a-okay
omg the election is a week from tuesday, i cant believe how close that is

so yeah, life's been treating me pretty well lately.....academics are ok......drama is grreat. last year mr yusim (aka the russian devil) gave me freshman scenes while everyone else got junior sccenes just bc it was my first year at laguardia, so everyone thought i was a really mediocre actress just bc the russian devil gave me shitty scenes... ( Read more... )