Toch niet.../Maybe not...

[maartensfs]

Hm... Mijn leven viel uitelkaar en is dan direct weer inelkaar gezet door iemand bij naam van Huang Xue Lin. Ik werd bedrogen door Liu Li en voor een halve week had mijn leven weinig zin. Toen belde Xue Lin mij tijdens een verjaardagsfeest bij Qing Baba's huis. Ze kreeg mijn nummer van ons werk. Zij is ook een Engels leraar. Sinds die nacht spreek

Comments

[anonymous]

THIS HAS TO BE IT. I AM IN LOVE!!!

No you're not, shut up.

[maartensfs]

??? Well, I almost quit my job today because I thought the boss was going to say something about the flowers I put on her desk and try to end our relationship. If that isn't love, what is? And if you're going to tell me what is or isn't true in my life... Grow a pair of balls (Assuming you're a bloke) and at the very least post your name by what you say. But this is probably Amanda, so hahaha, very funny - just wait 'till I post on yours.

[anonymous]

Dude, your journal is rediculous. You seem to be in love with a new girl every single week. That's not love, buddy, that's lust.

Think about that before you attempt to come up with some witty response.

This isn't Amanda, by the way.

[maartensfs]

I don't need a witty response. I made a lot of mistakes and got into a few bad relationships. I'm deathly afraid to even speak with Huang Xue Lin about anything more than friends, which isn't normal. I'm usually more direct. And I definitely didn't climb any mountains for other girls. I felt ill after we last had a serious conversation and our relationship came into question. *Sigh* Why do I defend myself? So what, I'm emotional SOMETIMES... At least I can admit to my mistakes. This girl is so damn... everything. It's mucking up my actions and impairing my judgment. Before you go judging me and thinking you have all the answers, look at the dates of the posts and remember that I'm in China and things are chaotic and ever-changing here. Also, it isn't lust, because I haven't thought of her sexually yet.