Comments | maartensfs: La Vita è Bella

maartensfs

La Vita è Bella

Jul 24, 2005 23:01

Sometimes life amazes me... The last few days have left me dazed, confused, happy, and sad. Ecstatic and miserable.. It started off with a field trip to Yangshuo. Xue Lin, Cherry, and myself were large and in charge and our students were our minions. I had been planning to tell Xue Lin that I love her during this time since I found out that we were ( Read more... )

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seksimaggie July 24 2005, 19:19:48 UTC

You stole a sweet car and had mad backseat sex?

maartensfs July 24 2005, 22:46:05 UTC

No... Keep reading. It was too late to finish and I needed time to think about what to write.

gantastic July 25 2005, 06:32:09 UTC

LMAO! mmarten...? Stealing a car and having sex. Very unlikely

maartensfs July 25 2005, 06:35:46 UTC

... This isn't funny... These are the beginings of a tragedy in the making. Yet, I won't stop myself. I must see it through.

gantastic July 25 2005, 06:52:08 UTC

I'm very sorry for my hurtful words,
I hope everything works out well.

I feel really bad for her, I hope she realizes you'd be much happyer with her rather than any other girl.
She shouldnt think you deserve something better, because she is the maiden of your dreams. Hopefully she'll see that.

maartensfs July 25 2005, 09:53:49 UTC

This post was so much better than the other. It kicked the other post's arse. I am convinced that there isn't better than her. I hope she lets me love her. I need her as much as she needs someone's love. The time without her goes so much slower...

seksimaggie July 26 2005, 22:50:23 UTC

make her watch

-A Walk To Remember-

because that's what you guys remind me of. So maybe she'll see how good it could be for at least the time she has.

maartensfs July 26 2005, 22:52:26 UTC

I've never seen it. But this isn't some film. It's reality. *Sigh* Why won't she let me love her?

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maartensfs July 27 2005, 22:05:27 UTC

Sounds similar. She'll probably live longer than that. There's no telling how long. I don't know all the details. It doesn't matter, though. If she dies tomorrow I still loved her today. I can't believe this. There must be something I can do to save her..

sheliamoon July 30 2005, 13:08:00 UTC

Um.. well.. like if you love her and stuff.. you can't really tell her all that mushy stuff and expect her to make her own decision about how she feels about you. Like I don't know who she is. and she seems lovely .. but have you talked to her parents?? cause did you know about the heart problem before? Did you suddenly mention itto you? I think if you really want to be with her for the rest of your life.. then you should of gone to the parents first. Like I don't know if she's the traditional chinese.. but if she is... and she's from the country side.. you should of done that first. Cause it might be the parents who are telling her what to do about it.

but thats my opioning. Vicki

maartensfs July 30 2005, 22:06:08 UTC

1) I decided to stay in Guilin and she did too. It's probably better that way ( ... )