Wow I feel icky right now. I laid down for what I thought would be an hour, but ended up being four hours. When I woke up I had a pounding headache and my tummy hurts. It won't go away and all I've done was laid on my couch watching really boring t.v. waiting for it to pass. Doesn't seem like thats happening tonight ( Read more... )

Finally got to see Molly and Jacob again today. Molly was really driving me nuts at first but then it got better. I don't know how she did it but it took us two hours to go grocery shopping for her barbecue tonight. Once we started heading back to her place it started getting better. Her family is so sweet, I mean they just take me in like i belong ( Read more... )

Man I am a bitch. Okay I should explain ( Read more... )

Well I went to the doc. He had this other doc working with him saying that I was sick cause I drank on Saturday. Uhh, it was Tuesday and I didn’t drink all that much. Plus that doesn’t explain the nausea on Friday and Saturday before I went out. So then my doc came in felt on my tummy and said that he doesn’t want to have to scope my stomach just ( Read more... )

Here I sit nasueous as all hell agian. This weekend I threw up a lot of blood and then just kept throwing up for hours. For the last 24 hour I've just been dying of nasiation on and off. I'm going to the doc tomorrow morn. Grr. I really hope no more tests. I could barley make it through the last Upper GI scan I was puking as they took the x-rays ( Read more... )

Okay I officially have my tattoo designed. I’m just waiting back on a friend to let me know if he’ll go with me cause I don’t want to go by myself ( Read more... )

This morning was pretty boring but fun at the same time. I had some class for the advantage program I finished for work. It was just a lot of review on products. Boring. We did a lot of group stuff which was fun. Me almost falling out of my chair made everyone laugh and broke the ice a little. Of course me just trying to streach did have to turn ( Read more... )

Well I had to return to work. Ugh peeling myself out of bed this morn was the worst. I so miss sleeping in. The day has gone really fast though. I can't really rest after work though. The 3rd monday of every month I go make sandwiches for the homeless. It's only for about 2 hours and I love doing it. I'm just so damn tired. I even pulled myself ( Read more... )

Ugh! All the thoughts.
The hatred the love.
When does it stop?

Okay well I didn't end up getting all drunk with myself. I made one creative mixed drink and talked to Dave all night and made candles. He is really really sweet ( Read more... )