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[mabfev]

I am going crazy. Please do not ever get married unless you are absolutely positive that you are ready to have to see that person and his family forever. Or at least until the kids are grown. Ex in-laws are working my nerves. My panic attacks are back again. With a nauseating (literally) vengeance. I will never have a normal nervous system again.

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i give

[the_blake]

i give again and again. i give however many times you want. but i think that they are winning and you are letting them win. just kick a little more ass when you are around them, now especially. who cares if they refer to you as a bitch. you should be a bitch to them. and you should win. you havent won enough lately and you should all the time so give it a try. if at times you think that you are failing just pretend you are faye. and youll win every time. love you baby. sorry that i havent been posting.

[mabfev]

Yeah, i get one good reply out of you every three months. Well thanks, but I think I'm just gonna murder the whole lot of them and be done with it.

Just having children

[cave_of_colors]

reeks havoc on your nerves! I hope it all gets better for you. It was around this time last year that I was getting sick everyday over things that are now the way they should be. We can never see the good that will come later on. And it will come... Even if you aren't a religious type... Im praying for you. Not just praying for you and Blake... but for each of you individually... and of course that means I'm thinking of you... I care... and you are in my thoughts in a positive way. So I hope that lifts your spirits... and the next time you are gettin pushed down try to remember you have a few people around that won't let you fall all the way down... Just be sure that this time you talk things out with someone before anything can get out of hand. i'm a good listener... but I like to give my opinion too as you know... anyway... if you ever need a neutral ear. I'm glad you came monday.

Re: Just having children

[mabfev]

I really hope something happens soon. I did just get a call for a job interview, so I feel a little better today. I was starting to feel a little useless. I read on blakes journal that it was francis's idea that i come monday. That kind of made my day too. I'm sure she still has some animosity toward me, but i really want her to like me because it means a lot to blake. Thanks for the offer and I will certainly take you up on it.