vegas is cool.

looked up my symptoms with good ol dr google and according to the web doc i either have heat stroke, depression, adhd, or hypoglycemia. bummer.
yellowing eyes, "mind fog" and peeling fingers are a bitch.

see ya

gonna be gone to vegas for a while.

catch ya later

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nancy, tami, and the boys arrive this saturday.
and then im leaving next thursday to go to vegas with tami.
i'm kinda excited.

merrr

im getting rid of all the people i know i can't trust.

goodbye :]

and i've realized ive been a bitch, and im working to change it.

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now im stressed out.
we have three months to find a place to live together.
fuck.

i know i love him more than anyone, and will for a long time,
but i am scared, because this is a big step.

and i think im nervous-shitting.
only people who have experienced this, know what it is.
DUN DUN DUN.

the events of last night really did fuck me up.
pretty sure im emotionally scarred now.
wow. bummer.
this sucks.

why hello world here is another reason im fucked up.
Don't ask, because I am not telling anyone.
FML

 you know what i love
i love carnivals and forgiveness.
MMMM TASTES LIKE COTTON CANDY FLAVORED FORGIVENESS.
lettin all that shit go, feels amaziiinggg.
:D

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I am leaving June 19th for the buddhist retreat, and coming back July 18th.
i am so nervous. i am gonna pee my pants for sure.

today is gonna be a good day hopefully. i feel pretty peppy.
plus i have a surprise for nicolette :D
man i love driving her to school. we have deep talks, and lots o' singin!

haven't slept yet, but feeling great.
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