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So the pros to my Concerta are the concentration enhancing and the appitite supressing. The cons are the fact that it does NOT help with my anxiety and it makes my heart beat faster. I have been freaking out thinking I have cancer, lung cancer, tumors, etc. It panicked me out of smoking, which is good, but quitting doesnt reassure my worry. I ( Read more... )

I just got back from the wake. I looked at all the pictures and realized I forgot how well I knew her. I grew up with megan and dan, we were sooo close, and they were like my cousins cuz i didn't really have any. I am having this rush of childhood memories, and feelings, and I remember seeing Judy every week at church, and running, and at ( Read more... )

Just got out of work. Its wasnt bad at all. THANK GOD! I only had 1/2 a cig. today! ONLY HALF OF OOONNNEEE! I am so proud! Also it was right when i got out of work, meaning i went the WHOLE entire day without one. I didnt do a thing today, I woke up at 10ish and didnt change/shower till 3... It felt gross but goooood! I went to the mall and got ( Read more... )

So, I am looking up cancer prevention methods. I am trying to have a panic attack, then making HEALTHY decisions to maybe reverse the affects of some unhealthy ones ( Read more... )

So, this morning my mom wakes me up with a phone call. -shift- I have known this one family my whole life, and now one of them works with me -shift-. My mom told me that my friend's (coworker) aunt was killed last night in a car accident. My stomach dropped. I knew this lady, not nearly as well as the other family, but she was a very nice woman. We ( Read more... )

Well! Today the power went out at work. Courtney was wonderwoman, she has been for the last 3 days. Shes been getting shit on by Ghetto 9, and I hope she pulls through, she mustn't leave (I know you are reading this Courtney ( Read more... )

SOOOOO.. Today (my day off) I get woken up by a screaming mother at 6:45AM!! To bring my car to get fixed. I WAS going to do it at like 8:30 before my sis leaves for work, but no, I wanted to be extra cool. My wish was to go back to sleep but Bonneville BASICALLY SUCKS! I was there for a half hour so I could just drop off my car. They aren't ( Read more... )