unbelievable....

[macbaby713]

How can someone that you feel so close to be having so many emotional difficulties that you don't know about? I try to be there for Ryan, but just as he tells his journal, he pushes people away. I want him to know that I love him and I will always be here for him if he needs me and I don't think he knows that. If what he needs is to go to New York

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Hey sweetie!

[anonymous]

Thanks for telling me about the party, not! true friends huh?!?

Loving Graces.

[tobey_twink]

I love you more than you will ever know. I have been badly ill as of late and I just feel like shit all day and night I have gotten like four hours of sleep in like 2 days. I probably should goto the hospital but I am not on my Dad's insurance. I hope we get the chance to see each other here soon. Tell Andrea that I miss both of you very much. Please stop by and say hey some time. I have been feeling very alone as of late becuase I am afraid of people getting sick...Later Sweets.