Let me explain ( Read more... )

This time, I wonder what it feels like ( Read more... )

Has it really been 2 and half months since I have written anything here? I mean I have posted a few things (lyrics and a quote I enjoyed) but other than that I haven't been wanting to write. I do enjoy reading about how my friends are doing. That certainly got me thru a few days ( Read more... )

"When you are different your heart is open to a little ache. But remember when you're different you might capture all the stars, but the whole world will not rally around you, but you have the chance to have them notice you. So go home at night, put your head on the pillow, and thank God for what you've attained. And maybe God will look down on ( Read more... )

So, for those that don't know, I have a few rough days lately. It started monday morning with a call from my advisor up at WSUV. According to their computers I do not have a high enough GPA to get into the college of business there. That was really heart breaking. It really felt like the door to my future was being slammed in my face. I barely ( Read more... )

I feel alone...

Well know dear people, its been a while. Just thought I would stop by just say a quick hello to those that read this. I know there are a few and for that I thank you ( Read more... )

As I Heal ( Read more... )

You know what I am wishing for, kind of, right now? Just a cute girl to cuddle up with while I heal. It gets mighty boring here doing nothing but watching Star Trek lol. but yeah, a cute girl to cuddle up with, thats what I ask for... Is that to much to want???

One would think not, but then again who knows...

My problem...

is that for the last few weeks I have felt like all I have in my life is heartache. Like when I walk out the door I am just going to get hurt again. After a while it just beats on me so much that I almost don't want to deal with it anymore.