i dont really want to have to wait another year for this shit to pay off

I am thankful for my Family, my Friends, and my sanity while i still have it.
and for realizing just how lucky i am.

Past week has been so sick. all my professors went to a conference so most classes were canceled and it was so nice to sleep in. i had a test in my hardest class and i think i did really well. got off my meds and went to an awesome party at geoff's house, then came back and went to an all night dance-athon for cancer held by greek life. woke up ( Read more... )

I need to get out of this place.

this past week i have been working too hard and let my health get away from me. ive been sick since Wednesday and friday i had to miss my chem exam so that i could go to health services. when filling out the sheet that said what was wrong with me i pretty much had to check off everything. i had a fever of 101 and the nurse who took care of me say " ( Read more... )

Engineering make me really proud one moment then will just crush my spirits entirely the next. yesterday i was in the worst mood i've had in months. this is the most difficult thing i'll ever do.

So September has been pretty sick. i'm living in a house in Amherst now with 8 other guys. it is not a frat. so if anyone wants they are welcome to sleep on our couch or something. last weekend i went home and went to the frogball/ kick it show which was pretty sweet and rode mopeds with Sabat. i feel really awkward coming home because i never ( Read more... )

i guess i just want to say that i love all my home town friends and acquaintances.

i really want to write a big all encompassing summer wrap up post but i have been so god damn lazy recently. exhibit A: i have a huge pile of clothes that i need to put away and i keep putting them on my bed so i will put them away but then i just move them to sleep and it has repeated every day for a solid 2 weeks. all i am looking forward to is ( Read more... )

someone emailed me and said they have the same name as me. and they collect scooters.
i never thought i would have a doppelganger