TM Topic 247 - Mess you've cleaned up
This is the student council room. All around me is utter destruction. I see the death of the perfectly clean room that once was. All that is left is the broken desks, scattered papers, and the unusable writing utensils. It is nothing but a truly severe mess. The most painful part of seeing this mess is knowing that I caused it.
I lost control of myself in the face of my emotions. It should not have happened but my moment of weakness opened the flood gate to the demon of destruction. No matter how hard I try, that part of me is still my most apparent personality. I must always keep my emotions under control or that demon will take over. The effects of my lost of control is clearly seen in this room yet it does not fully encompass what I could do. I can easily destroy this building if I let myself.
My family has an idea of the damage I can do. They seen enough rooms being torn asunder to know that my demon of destruction personality is not something to be ignored. Most of my friends have no idea that I am not kidding when I talk about my demon of destruction. I cannot blame them really. I would scoff at the idea too if I wasn’t the one who has the condition.
The Juunishi understand what I go through. They are vessels for angry spirits too. They have a more unique experience with what they go through than me. The bright side of having people know what you go through is that you have people to help you clean up when you lose control. It didn’t take long before Yuki, Kyo, and their cousins are helping me clean up the student council room before anyone else saw the mess.
Muse: Machi Kuragi
Fandom: Fruits Basket
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