i am having the hardest time pulling myself out of this dump of a mood that's been plaguing me for i don't know how long. i feel like i am in a box and it is getting smaller every breath i take. no one can get in and no one can get me out. i'm not sure if i want to get out or if i am just too scared too. i lost the one person i felt like i could be ( Read more... )

"Friendships that can cease were never true... I'd rather be feared than be loved ( Read more... )

ha it's sooo funny that THIS is making me cry ( Read more... )

thievery gets you nowhere. don't make that mistake. there seems to be this understanding among people of a capitalistic nation that when the rich and powerful corporations steal from the poor that theft is natural. i feel most naked when i know someone has stolen something of mine. it eats me up inside like a plague. i'm the most giving person. all ( Read more... )

i hate his lonely desperate feeling that just won't let my brain go ( Read more... )

i have a terrible headache. my body's telling me it's time for a cigarette but..i don't need to smoke.i just need a hug. you were supposed to be here. but you're not. and i just keep drying my eyes. i hate being sad ( Read more... )

it was just too easy like the fluidity of wine shaping itself into a fancy glass ( Read more... )

hi livejournal...i'm bored and my foot is asleep. i should be reading for a book report due last tuesday. but i'm talking to you. and thinking...what have i gotten myself into ( Read more... )

i feel so lost ( Read more... )

i feel so nostalgic right now...it amazing how a few simple songs can bring such a flood of memories and emotions.

we mustn't live in the past now should we?

we've made our bed. now we will lie...

lie..lie.

if i only i knew what i meant.

we're all waitin for the end.... what kind of finish will he send?

lovetina