i keep thinking after this i won't have to worry anymore.

but slowly i'm realizing that's all life is.

another hurdle to jump.
another something to weigh my mind down.

i guess this is growing up.

i'm not very good at updating this ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've updated. a lot of stuff has happened. we have to move because our neighbors are BIIITches ( Read more... )

this time the only thing to take the edge off this tension in my heart is the raw chords and catchy riffs. metal as fuck ( Read more... )

so i got this bottle of whiskey. and i'm gonna drink it ( Read more... )

so it feels like everything is crumbling. but i don't care.

marilyn manson is the shit. i've missed this.

and i like the tripple x.

lovetina.

i don't have a problem with you fucking me.
but i gotta lil problem with you not fucking me.bros'n'hos. that's how i ridee. it's crazy how electricity flows from your fingers tips. to my skin ( Read more... )

i'm drunk and listening to ani difranco. thinking about the boy sleeping downstairs.

[who doesn't want me.]

this is not a good combination. where do i go from here? each weekend is another crazy mess for me to sort out. maybe i just need to keep my head sober.

'cuz i don't care if they eat me alive ( Read more... )

you giveth..and now you taketh away ( Read more... )

the street lights just went off. i'm awake. what have i gotten myself into?

i fuck up my own destiny. but it never would have happened that way for i am a fool.

i guess i shouldn't complain. i'm too tired to care much. tomorrow my head will be spinning.

what to do what to do with myself...

lovetina.