"fuck inner peace, i just want love"

[mack_c]

So i got an email from someone i definatly didnt exspect yesterday. Aly somehow managed to get my email addy and decided shed say hi. It was crazy to hear from her again. Honestly what she said in the email about the past and what had happened between us actually brought some relief to my shoulders. She seems to be back to her old self, going to UW

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[babydoll24]

i agree i want love too... you could probably have aly back if you wanted to but i dont know if you want that... im hoping that this guy works out for me it would be awesome heidi tells me that i shouldnt but im going to cause if i can make it work i want to...the only problems is is that it could cause some problems with some people and thats the only reason i hesitate because i really care about these people...anyways sorry long comment...love you
Babydoll

[mack_c]

hmmm aly uhh probably not shes great or was i dont really know her now hell i mean i kicked it with her for a few hours one night when i was home on leave but i really havent gotten to know who she is now. but yea as far as the guy goes umm im not sure how to say this because im not 100% sure about who but i have my ideas anyways just know that if you two care about eachother then nothing should stand in the way and if people you care about are honestly that fuckin thick headed not to let you be happy then they can go to hell.

[babydoll24]

i was joking about the whole aly thing but yeah...anyways i am kind of interested to hear who you think my special guy is...anyways thank you for that ending it really does push me farther towards being with him...i just hope everything works out ok...chances are they wont just because for me everything has to start out rocky but i think in the end it will all be ok...anyways love you
Jenessa Lynn

[mack_c]

its never worth it if theres no challenges to get it