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For some reason I felt very nervous and stressed because I thought maybe after so long of not using this that all my diary entries would be gone.

But that doesn’t seem to be the case. I’m very glad that I checked.

I haven’t told Ember yet that I’m pissed 😤. But I am very pissed.

She agreed to take care of PeeWee while I was gone starting Monday until today, Saturday.

She told me last night that she hadn’t cleaned the litter box even once since I’ve been gone. I told her calmly that that was not good for PeeWees health and could cause him to decide the box was ( Read more... )

My physics club friend Pete just said to me he has an analogy between weather and emotion. He says there is the daily ups and downs, weather for the day, week, or month, but there is a general climate that it all fits into. He says the base of that climate is grief. The world is a very very sad place.

This came up because I just had acupuncture for ( Read more... )

And I feel like screaming⛈🌪🌊☔️🤢

It’s distracting

Where I would usually put my feelings.
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I don’t want to think I’m a bad person. I think only a bad person would claim to be in love for no reason. I must have reasons.

That plan I had to not see a new person more often than every two weeks
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I forgot about it but it was a good plan. I also noticed when reading my old diary that i had a plan to know someone for months before sleeping with them. Also a solid plan. I'm not doing to bad at that one but i might've been able to date Scout if I had followed those rules.

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I'm confused and disturbed get my room smells faintly of cat pee. I don't even know where to start looking for that and part of me wants to give up and just never have company over again.

How inappropriate is it to offer to help a metamore that I've only briefly met with securing housing? How additionally inappropriate is it to offer to pay temporarily the difference in cost for a more expensive place until they find a cheaper one.

My own rent is very low. Im working very hard to save money so I can someday have foster kids.

Right now ( Read more... )