no one ever said it would be this hard....

[mackitmp06]

god i am so sick and tired of the bullshit your own family puts you through. fuck it all. i dont owe anyone anything anymore. i dont owe them . ive tried to be positive with them. but where the hell do they come off telling me they dont trust me or condemning me to some ideal that they have of me in their heads. i am not theirs to judge. fuck it.

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[ladydee640]

Many men, wish death upon me
Blood in my eye dawg and I can't see
I'm trying to be what I'm destined to be
And niggas trying to take my life away
I put a hole in a nigga for fucking with me
My back on the wall, now you gon' see
Better watch how you talk, when you talk about me
'Cause I'll come and take your life away
I ain't gonna spell it out for you motherfuckers all the time
Are you illiterate nigga? You can't read between the lines
In the bible it says, what goes around, comes around
Almost shot me, three weeks later he got shot down
Now it's clear that I'm here, for a real reason
'Cause he got hit like I got hit, but he ain't fucking breathing

Gotta give it up for the ghetto poets homey.

dont let people get to u because they arent important enough to loose ur cool- relax take a chill pill (if u had some) and kick it up!

[nebbsxnsvn]

i'm sorry Macki. i wish i knew what to tell you. more shit. pick yourself up again & get through it like you always do. you've always been able to see who you are despite what other people think and you have the ability to better yourself & you truly are an amazing person. your like no one i've ever met & i feel so sorry for whoever cannot see your beauty and your strength, i feel really bad for who ever can't see who you really are because they are missing out on the most beautiful& genuwine person i have ever met. you have the ability to rise above the things that happen to you. you can't do anything to get anyone's trust back. no one can judge you but God, your right. so remember that when someone is looking down on you, they can judge and anaylze all they want, but until they know every drop of your soul and mind, they can't tell you who you are and what qualities you possess. i love you, and i miss you so much. try not to stay angry, it will only make you bitter, i'm praying for you sister & i'm looking forward to you coming back