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mackitmp06

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Nov 28, 2005 12:38

my mom sent me this email saying that her and my dad are nervous about me coming home.we´re all nervous about me going home.will i ever be seen as human and just as capable of failure as the next person. will i ever be seen as someone who can succeed? will i ever be seen.i cant change my past but i can form my future and that is what i am going to ( Read more... )

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ladydee640 November 28 2005, 21:21:26 UTC

i think ur down time in chile has helped you realize a lot about yourself and what things should be in your life and what things shouldnt. the things that should be in your life and waiting and the things that were there before that arent going to be here now is one less things u will ever have to worry about. think your things through when you get here make decisions that will help you,and not bring you down. be strong and have faith in life. everything works out when you are true to yourself i think. i love you and cant explain how excited i am about u coming home and us living together. most of the time i get my drive from the people who dont believe me, the people who dont except anything from me. to prove someone wrong feels really good i think (even though that sounds wrong) to come out on top when u were on the bottom or close to the bottom feels amazing. to overcome a past theres nothing like it. the good thing about the past is that its the past and its over and u dont have to go back down there again ( ... )

nebbsxnsvn November 30 2005, 14:54:41 UTC

YOU LADIES ARE THE BEST. figjdorintlirjhpdroijt;m. 14 DAYS! woot.

umm yall...can we all fit in my car?

nebbsxnsvn November 30 2005, 15:07:50 UTC

ps- dont let them be nervous. when you get back they will be soo happy to see you, it's just been awhile and I think they know just like you do that you've grown and they are anxious to see who you have grown to become. your parents have always had a powerful presence and a stronghold over your life, they are your parents, all of our parents do...but your parents were different and you know that...so now that they let go and allowed you to grow on your own without the whole "you must do this and your grounded and macki you have no choice" they must be scared to see how it's affected you. it's what you always have fought for, your freedom and it was given to you and i would be nervous if i were them too, don't be down babe, just be like..hey this is how it was.." fill in the blanks ". this is how it is now "ghghghghghg whoop" (( no really, fill in the blank )) and show them that your freedom really is what you wanted, not to go against them, not to hurt them and not to hurt yourself, but to be free and to have the freedom to be ( ... )