I was talking to my mom about my grandpa. somewhat in a discussion about how i don't think he deserves to be prayed about. I thought about how he treated my grandma...I started to cry. what is wrong with me? Thats a record for me. twice in one month. five days apart. whats becoming of me? geeez ( Read more... )

Today has been a lazy day, but maybe I need that?? It somewhat disapoints me bc I haven't done anything all day and the summer is almost over. This is somewhat on my mind, summer. I can say I've had a good summer. But, why does it usually get pretty good at the end? I feel like i've met sum really cool people this summer. And have became closer ( Read more... )

Soo I had another night of not getting to sleep. I got to sleep, but it was a pain in the butt getting there. I sprained my ankle on saturday nite. really wish i didn't but i just landed on it wrong, what can ya do. So I went to the hospitail and they advised me not to go to work til wensday. which sucks bc im out about sixty bucks i could earn ( Read more... )

Lately I haven't been having the best of dreams...they started to get violent again. but last night was a lil different ( Read more... )

These past couple of days have been lots of fun. and have brightened my spirits. I hope it will stay like that

People at work make me so mad. They think I'm so weird and stupid and can't do my job. Well, theyre fucking retards bc they think their the best at everything. I don't care that they think im weird. But the fact that they think I'm stupid and "slow" they can go suck a dick bc they don't know me and don't care to find out ( Read more... )

GRRR
my work can go fuck itself...I'm sick of this SHIT. thank god I'm leaving for the beach tomorrow.

It's amazing how music can put you in such a better mood. I have been in a bad on and off mood lately. But, these past couple days have been better ( Read more... )

I've noticed that I'm more emoutional right now...well this past week. I have gotten teary eyed about twice this week. That just doesn't happen EVER ( Read more... )

TEN Random Things About Me ( Read more... )