so i'm gonna be in san deigo for four days. im grounded forever when i get back. so i'm deleting my journal. you won't be able to get ahold of me for a month or more. i'll only be able to talk at school for a while. don't e-mail me or call me cuz i won't get it.
i fucked up big.
i'm so scared.

IT SNOWED!!!!!

i'm really happy right now. really happy. i had a good day, a good banquet. i'm trying to forget my stupid mom, and the stupid ways she acts upon things. so i'm happy.

yet, i feel guilty. i don't want to, because this feels so right. but i still have guilt.

... and i just made a big fool of myself. i'm sorry chris.

last night was good. that's all i have to say about it.

i woke up so early this morning. like 5:30, and i couldn't go back to sleep. oh well. that's okay. i have got to do this stupid spanish thing today. which kinda screws up my plans for the rest of the day. but that's okay. it'll be all gravy. seattle should be where we go. we'll see ( Read more... )

death cab for cutie is making me happy right now.

it's my duty.

my head hurts. i hate it when you're all confused and your head is all jumbled. don't you?

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