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i have spent too much time taking care of people and then harboring resentment when they aren't grateful. i've recently tried standing up for myself, being completely honest with people when they're being dickheads. it hasn't gone over well. however, it is helping me sort out friends from people who surround themselves with me just because they ( Read more... )

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"realism is actually abstraction"

yea dawg, cuz we just cut up the visual plane into relationships which are actually just symbols for what we see.

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it's funny how we have to delete people from our lives to make any progress. we used to burn pictures and now we delete files and contacts. we unfriend. every once in a while we check back to see if enough time has passed. not yet? oh, ok, i'll just check again later. we gotta wait until we're all numb to each other to try again. put a ( Read more... )

if i were asked to describe myself in one word: ambivalent

i'm going to start buying myself flowers. all zee time.

"gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. it eluded us then, but that's no matter--tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther...and one fine morning--

and so we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past"

-f. scott fitzgerald

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