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she puts the color inside of my world but she's just like a maze where all of the walls are continually change. and i have done all i can to stand on her steps with my heart in my hand.
now i'm starting to see, maybe it had nothing to do with me.
up late when i shouldnt be.
spoke to la mayra today at work. i dunno.
talked to t-rex friday night for....a while, then fell asleep waiting for a call that never came.
where to look, where to look....though....i'm not really looking. or am i? what do i miss? the company. to know someone will be there for you. someone who'll hug you. some one to just be dumb with. no more of this "i'm 20 so i can't be the dork that i am around girls now" bull. but, no. seems that wont work.
as if one scar wasnt enough.