The urge to be a hermit

[mad_hatter_88]

Well this the ending of another month to scatch into the old calander i find myself struggling for that cheddar that i need so badly to pay for the trivial things that make my little world rotate. Alot of things i guess i just dont need but then if i where to take them out of my life my world would calapse and the turning would stop. Guess there is

Comments

[jennies_song]

*hugs you tight* You're not disposable, and trust me, I know the feeling as well as the urge to hermit.

[kingdomqueen]

*hug* you still owe me a coffee/applejuice day.

[zero_has_fallen]

[mad_hatter_88]

Well i am not gonna sit here and flap my gums about how right you are on any one of those points, but on the other hand i know me better then anyone and i know that if i where to look at the possitive then i would need money inwhich to do so. I use to find happyness in going out and kickin ass on the town with my friends....but now i dont have enough money to eat let alone enjoy anything anymore.

And as for the trials....i have been going threw the same trial for going on 3 years now...success short,,,,but success none the less...then my feet get kicked out from underneith me always around this time of year.

So i say once and for all FUCK CHRISTMAS....FUCK THE NEW YEAR and i hope misery falls like RAIN on people that are NOT me for once.

And not my friends...everyone else can kiss my ass

[badkitten_meow]

lol you better be carefull some people might think that your turning all emo on us.

[mad_hatter_88]

Yes and those people that would think that obviously dont know me good enough and would have no business ready my LJ.

And not the greatest time for jokes...just to let ya know. None of the above is meant to be taken as a joke