I'm making a very strong effort to not get pissed off ( Read more... )

Blegh, back to work this week
for really...since I went ONE day in the past two weeks...crap
So, things are looking up...
I'm not trying to expect too much
But...it's nice to know that...
I'm thought about even when I'm not around
...kinda proves my consort vs. mistress rant thing ( Read more... )

if we save today, we could save everything...call me bitter, but when this blows up in her face I won't feel sorry for her ( Read more... )

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, ( Read more... )

I'm okay...until I stop and think about it.
It's getting better...I admit it, but still
Now, I can even go somewhere that we went to...or do something we did...and I don't want to burst out into tears ( Read more... )

for some reason the only thing that keeps running through my mind right now is this...

you'll pay for this, I promise you! you'll be whipped in the streets...I get the strong feeling that one day I'm going to beat the living shit out of a few someones...and I honestly do NOT care ( Read more... )

as much as I want to, I can't hold onto you
when will you return to your old home again?
may love lay around you, good fortune surround you
...you know where to turn to when you need a friend...it amazes me how i take this all on myself ( Read more... )

I don't want to be adored ( Read more... )

It's happening again.
My walls are coming up all around me and I'm pushing people away.
All because other people suck ( Read more... )

I love Florida and cannot wait to move there. for good ( Read more... )