I have been trying to grow out my hair since December. When I straighten it, and pin back the short mullety parts in the front, I think I can succesfully convince myself that I am making progress! I am trying so hard not to cave and hit up my hairdresser for a trim. patience!

My brother wished me a Happy Abbyversary today! We have had her for a year. She is fat and lazy and pretty much the best little white blob one could find sitting on the floor of my parents' house ever.

ABBYCAKES!!! <3

Shutting my mouth and opening my heart ( Read more... )

yo! Back from Chicago, but I don't feel like typing.

Going to Chicago tomorrow. I have not felt like discussing things here much, lately, I'm just coasting through my days. I've had a week off work already and it has been AWESOME! I enjoyed having a real weekend, although I did not go to MEME events as much as I had anticipated. I did, however, catch Fishead's set, and half of Hitori Toris so really ( Read more... )

Sleeping is such a battle. I can't keep up this lifestyle, staying up all night half the week and then wondering why I can't go to bed early on a normal night. It is really depressing. I don't want to give up my late nights so that during the week I can get up at a decent normal and not feel like shit. I was doing well there, taking melatonin when ( Read more... )

So, Anxiety has totally messed with my social life this week. Stay tuned for more on the subject.

I talk about myself a lot. Sometimes I hear myself speak and I just want to run away in embarrassement. Luckily, I do have the ability to listen in return so I'm not a totally selfish jerk. I just find it more interesting to talk to people about what I am thinking and feeling, and what they are thinking and feeling, than about things. This is ( Read more... )

UPDATE ( Read more... )

I have been living with Dirk in this apartment for 13 months. This is the longest that I have lived anywhere other than my parents. So much for stability, my brain is nuts. Its nice to have a roommate I can actually live with. I did not think that this was possible. Smart move, Pam ( Read more... )