Hmm, i don't update this far as much as i used to ( Read more... )

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It's one of those moods... where I feel listless, and pointless, and hopeless. All the -less words that seem to completely define me when i feel... less than i should be. So perhaps they're appropriate. Don't get me wrong. I keep running circles in my head, around and around until my though process is a merry go round on crack. Deep thoughts ( Read more... )

oh god. i just took my inhaler cause i've been coughing... and i just had a ton of caffeine in my soda and at lunch. oops. stimulant+caffeine= i can feel my heart racing and i feel absolutely one hundred percent buzzed (like a sugar buzz people). arghh ( Read more... )

*Please don't leave me in the trivial ( Read more... )

Damn, this weekend has been fucking FUN. I frickin love my friends. I'm paying for it now, i really don't want to do my homework which i've been putting off, so i'm not gonna. between Kevin's b-day surprise, shopping and the crazy movie run yesterday with christopher (woot for Hostel! not that good, but a damn amusing way to spend a saturday ( Read more... )

I hate vulnerability ( Read more... )

Well, it's good to hear that everyone had a relativley nice Christmas. But did it really feel like Christmas? It didn't to me. There was less snow, less family, less baking, less food. It was really odd. There was even less of the obvious religious aspect of the holiday, which i actually started to miss. It just didn't seem like Christmas ( Read more... )

Boys are goddamn confusing, and i want to give up but i know i can't. damn them all. well most of them...
I got my christmas shopping done today, so yay! i enjoy shopping on my own sometimes. i'm far more focused.

and yay for paul! i'm jealous that he knows already.

well, essays to type and finals to study for.

Well, college sucks. I got my letter from Georgetown, and I have been "deferred to regular admission." Bah, bah, bah ( Read more... )