i came home to some news. My grandpa has been sick for a while, but he was put into intensive care yesterday. He died today. It's weird cause it's been almost exactly a year since my grandma died. it was kind of sudden too. he's always been sick, but my grandma fought for so long, so ... but i don't feel sad, which i feel horrible to admit. ( Read more... )

Boys are so confusing. I am such a novice. But the soccer game tonight was awesome. and i got to talk to a lot of people that i don't normally get to talk to, so it was good. Thank you sarah my therapist ( Read more... )

Nothing has changed but now i fight with the words ( Read more... )

Hmm, french is interesting. I love learning about the culture, and cooking the food, but i hate the little part that involves learning the language. Maybe it's just cause my previous experiences with french have sucked so much. but still, i really struggle with it.... i'm really jealous of sylvie... she gets languages so fast... damn skills i don ( Read more... )

wow. i can't believe THE 9/11 was only four years ago. it seems so far away. and yet with all thats going on in the world, it still seems so close. plus, with everything going on in the south, it's like we can't avoid some tragedy. ah, the human condition. sadness ( Read more... )

Why are my parents so evil? They have gounded me for... get ready for this... not making my bed. They suck. and everyone was supposed to hand out this weekend. well, everyone else did. grrrrr ( Read more... )

Okay, so my last two entries were really depressing, at least to me. This is a really quick update for my journal, but i'm not as manic depressive as my entry makes me sound. I feel really self-centered right now. All those poor people who lost their lives, or their homes, or their families. wow. life is so short.

I feel kind of lost with my friends right now. They are all so tight, and they do stuff together, and it's like i feel separate from that. i don't know why. but it's like i'm friends for people when it's convenient, and then they go back to their better friends or something. sigh. I miss my boyfriend. i'm sad that i'm not as close to as many ( Read more... )

Friends are strange creatures. It's almost like, sometimes, they exist just so we can have an outlet for all the shit thats happening in our own lives. We can use them to vent, and to verbally abuse, and to let out all the anger and the sadness that makes us hurt. And by the end of it, they're sad, we're sad, and there's a hole in the ( Read more... )

Wow,okay, so i like reading all my friends of these, so i figured, what the hell, might as well ( Read more... )