So, I'm 17 today.

flowering there, frantic ( Read more... )

I am very unhappy. I write this fully aware that I'm a teenager, in a week or a month, or maybe even tomorrow, this will all seem trivial ( Read more... )

So I decided, fuck it, if he gets mad at me it isn't like he talks to me more than once a week if that anyway ( Read more... )

The air is too warm. it’s on my skin, in my lungs
the air is too warm
it lays heavy on my membrane warm
leans back thick in my lungs warm
And I shout with a tourettes like shout
I AM HOT with a typical twitch and
I fold in in on myself with a scream like scraping

I bought a dress, for prom. Like a teenage girl. A girly, girly, teenage girl. I'm so ashamed.

having feelings is really strange. also, mildly uncomfortable. that last bit might have been understatment. but, yeah, definitly strange.

are your sharp teeth for show ( Read more... )

are your sharp teeth for show ( Read more... )

and I stole the earth’s foundation for my father, that’s the river ( Read more... )