Thank you, dearest Hannah. I missed you so much, and I was so glad to find such a meaningful reply for you. I guess the fact that it was from you mattered the most to me. I missed you oh-so-much.
I cannot be happy at a higher BMI. I simply cant. My BMI is 18.4 right now, and I already feel fat. I will have to gain around 20lbs and the first ten must be gained ASAP, or else I will end up there again. I havent been doing well at all, and I hate my body. I binged for 4 days in a row, so scratch that, my BMI must be around 19 now. I cannot go back to that weight. I simply cant. I posted some pictures in my LJ and somehow, that made me realize HOW MUCH I WOULD HATE to be at that weight again. I had curves. And I am getting them again, and I dont want to.
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I missed you so much, and I was so glad to find such a meaningful reply for you. I guess the fact that it was from you mattered the most to me.
I missed you oh-so-much.
I cannot be happy at a higher BMI. I simply cant. My BMI is 18.4 right now, and I already feel fat. I will have to gain around 20lbs and the first ten must be gained ASAP, or else I will end up there again.
I havent been doing well at all, and I hate my body. I binged for 4 days in a row, so scratch that, my BMI must be around 19 now.
I cannot go back to that weight. I simply cant.
I posted some pictures in my LJ and somehow, that made me realize HOW MUCH I WOULD HATE to be at that weight again. I had curves. And I am getting them again, and I dont want to.
I love you too, Hannah. *hugs*
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