hey dude no no I dont want to make my entries private I like you reading them, and I like knowing that someone knows what I dont tell anyone. I have just got so much money problems and head problems. I just want to cut every day but I dont. I started when I was 14, Im now 22 and thats awful. Ive had councelling and shit but its like an addiction that is part of me. I also have had anorexia, when I was 17 it was real bad and now I just control my food. I eat but sometimes alot and sometimes not very much. It was killing to read your entries awhile ago like when you went into hospital and stuff. When you didnt eat at all. How is that now? You still trying to lost weight? I remember you posted pictures of yourself and trust me, count yourself lucky, you are pretty! we all have issues with our bodies and the way we look and for sure we do more then most but its all in our heads. We have been treated badly an we take it out on ourselves, complicated eh? Speak soon thanks so much for listening xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
First of all, i am so proud of you for not cutting. I think breaking away from SI is the best think you could do to your mind and body. But then again, it seems like you need to work a bit on the emotional aspect, since you have thoughts about SI
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"I wanted to post some today just to prove to everyone that I am wrong, but I couldnt find the cable to the camera." * Ohmy, what was I thinking. I wanted to prove everyone wrong and show how I ugly I am.
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no no I dont want to make my entries private I like you reading them, and I like knowing that someone knows what I dont tell anyone. I have just got so much money problems and head problems. I just want to cut every day but I dont. I started when I was 14, Im now 22 and thats awful. Ive had councelling and shit but its like an addiction that is part of me. I also have had anorexia, when I was 17 it was real bad and now I just control my food. I eat but sometimes alot and sometimes not very much. It was killing to read your entries awhile ago like when you went into hospital and stuff. When you didnt eat at all. How is that now? You still trying to lost weight? I remember you posted pictures of yourself and trust me, count yourself lucky, you are pretty! we all have issues with our bodies and the way we look and for sure we do more then most but its all in our heads. We have been treated badly an we take it out on ourselves, complicated eh? Speak soon thanks so much for listening xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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* Ohmy, what was I thinking. I wanted to prove everyone wrong and show how I ugly I am.
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