YAY!!!!! todays me and nicks 1 month!! hehe its has been so awesome and wonderful and it went by so quikcly! and he turned 18 today :o its kewl i <3 him so very mucho

ashlees bday is soon! i loe her foriver!!!

"i hope you die forever" LMAO omg in love :D

wow today was one of those awesome days where all i did was day dream and think about how wonderful everything is and just muy bien!i mean something just made me feel extra close to nick and thats just the best ever!!im so happy...have you ever been like so happy you wanted to cry?! i've never done that in my life.never and today i almost did twice ( Read more... )

im sick and tired of being sick and tired.im one god damned person yet i feel the feelings of so many.im not trying to complain.its just hard.i do so much and mentally im wearing down.this weekend has been the biggest disappointment.im a huge family person and when stuff happens to my family thats when i draw the freakin line.my favorite place in ( Read more... )

well right now i feel pretty yucky.i woke up early after going to bed late,i have homework that i should get done,im hungry,im frustrated.sigh whatever.someimes i want to give up seriously.i mean this week was awesome and so relaxing and just rocked so hard but..i know that my moms coming home again and things will just go back to the usual.... ( Read more... )

anywho so right now sucks monkey big time...i had an arguement with david which doesnt happen often..well not like bad just flustered-ness and then i pigged out cuz im a fatty and then i ate dinner! baah! then like nick couldnt come over and thats what i need right now! i just wanted to relax and have fun but he couldnt come because my mom said no. ( Read more... )

turn off the lights and turn off the shyness cuz all of the moves make up for the silence and o the way ( Read more... )

well i should be doing homework right now but i decided since everyone was out i would take this opportunity to go online then do my homework..fun fun ( Read more... )

omg im so head over heels for nick......the moment he leaves or we have to part i swear i want to cry.....he is the best guy ever!!! he treats me so good.i love nothing and i mean nothing more than spending time with him and the time i do spend with him is never enough.i know i sound so cheesy...man do i sound cheesy.but i just cant help it.i've ( Read more... )

so everything is wonderful at the moment and nick and i hung out like 4 times yesterday and each and everytime was awesome ( Read more... )

so nick came over today and helped us put stuff away for the hurricane and my mom absolutely loves him!!!! and we're going out now.... :D

hes so nice and sweet and cute hehe

raff is the kewlest teacher ever!

i think im gonna go swim in the hurricane
goodnight everyone