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[maddogmatth]

Hey everyone how are things going? Not too much going on here i applied for a credit card I hope i get approved. Things are bouncing from good to bad with me and nikki not our relationship just our current living situation. I wish we had our own place but that will happen in time. Well i hope things are going better for all of you and billy harass

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[frimples85]

You know what, I was happy with the life that I am creating for myself, untill my family and people who I thought were my friends started to completely ignore me and talk about me when I'm not there (and I'm sure they do because they do it to everyone). I am happy with the family I am marrying into, because not only do I love his parents, but I will now have two older brothers who care about me instead of only having one. But, that's all I have to say on the subject, because you aren't worth explaining anything to, because obviously you don't ever learn.

You have no idea wht you have just done to yourself. I am no longer able to protect you, which is what I have been doing for the past few months. I feel sorry for you, I really do.

[hopewhisper]

"People who I thought were my friends", I'm guessing that means me? If you still that way, why do you act like everything is fine? Why don't you say something instead of posting it. And tell your boyfriend not to call over here and harass any of us. He had no reason for doing that.

[frimples85]

"People who I thought were my friends" referred to other people too. And I thought that's how we got everything that we really want to say out, because when you started having problems with me getting married, you never said anything to me, you posted it on here. Why do I act like everything is fine? Umm could it be because I don't want to fight with you guys? Could it be because I love you guys and I don't want to lose you guys? But, it doesn't matter what I do from now on, I have lost and I am tired of fighting with Billy over this shit. He didn't call to harass anyone, he called to talk to Brian, but no one wants to talk this through and get over it. And do you really think that I can tell him what to do? I don't controll him.