so, i had one of the best birthdays ever courtesy of two of the best friends ever and a sister who's a fucking G ( Read more... )

something isn't right with me, and it's deeper than i thought it was.
when i said that being lonley and watching everyone around me form relationships that are significant DIDN'T bother me, what i really meant was that it does. and i hate it. and i wish i wasn't so insecure with myself that i have to think that there is something wrong with me ( Read more... )

i wish that i had a room. a place all my own, where no one could barge in on me and wake me up. all i want to do is sleep. sleep long and hard and not have to work for anything. i just want to be bundled up in blankets, in a comfy bed, all to myself, no one around to tell me anything or give me shit. i also just want to smoke ridiculous amounts of ( Read more... )

last night was probably the greatest night i've had in a while. i was high, i was tripping, i was happy. i was among the best of friends. for one night, i wasn't inside my own head, i was outside my own head looking in. but alas, drugs ( Read more... )

Sigh. It's December 9th ( Read more... )

i love matthew cerreta absolutley.

HOME!
it's odd, but its like i never left.
chilled with kerri, shelly, and trav today.
i feel like kerri and shelly were chryogenically frozen until now.
trav i feel like i missed a whole fucking lot. it's been a while homie.
taco bell!!!!
and everyone else i've yet to see.
BOBBY.
ah!
i am going to fucking cry probably. i'm that gay.

I'm out of my rut ( Read more... )

hello rut. i'm madeline hurley, and i am in you ( Read more... )

so i think the last time i wrote in this journal, i said "i'm in college ( Read more... )