13days till download i cant wait, time is going too slowly, hope miss clem is coming :( who will make me laugh if she dosnt *bounces* need to dye my hair for wraith tommorrow night love to all xxxx

i made the horrible mistake of weighing myself the other day and i have put on a stone in the past month or so, now i feel awful, i know its pathetic but i have cried myself to sleep every night since, i dont know whats wrong, i haven't changed what i eat or anything, the only thing i can put it down to is i have recently gone onto the contaceptive ( Read more... )

well i havent posted for ages always seem to be busy, what with drinking, work, going out etc, well now i have time to post nothing has actually happened today and i cant relly remember back to far lol, me jamie and clemmy went to wroxham yesterday, why i dont know but it was fun, and i stamped my feet till jamie brought me the big stitch in disney ( Read more... )

why do ppl bitch at me about people i know and like, no i'm not going to mention any names because i refuse to be a part of it, its so childish just leave me the fuck out of it gggrrrr!!! anyways enough of the ranting saturday was fucking fantastic! Went to camden with clem, chris and jamie and we had such a laugh (much love to clem for nearly ( Read more... )

i'm so glad we ordered our download tickets early! the bands are getting better and better, i'm so bouncy wednesday 13 was added yesterday yay. i'm going to see cradle on saturday with jamie, chris and clem which will be muchos fun. clem popped over last night and we had a laugh drinking and watching dodgy tv. natts sent me a txt last night and may ( Read more... )

i'm changing my journal to friends only as i am really fucking upset and don't want anybody to read it, all i will say is i have removed you not because i dont like you, but because i love you and cant watch you destroy yourself so i will distance myself from you ''a pill to make you numb a pill to make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else but ( Read more... )

my lipservice dress arrived at last and it was worth the wait wow!!!! cant wait to wear it tomorrow

right i'm gonna update from new years cos i didnt write much, we went to nocturnal for a couple of hours and i didnt feel very well(good luck to nos and shelly wherever life takes u xxx) saw beth, clemmy, stu and natts all looking prettyful, then we went to the waterfront and saw martin and chris and felt so much better after a few drinks hehe, ( Read more... )

will update properly later but just wanted to sat happy new year to everyone and new years eve was fucking great danced all night yay!!

i'm so so tired, we went to the marquee last night to see a few bands, beths band were fucking great i really enjoyed the night, *much love and hugs to beth* anyway i got very very drunk and was half dead in the car home and had to get up for work this morning which wasnt good lol oh well, i gotta go catch up on some much needed sleep